Sometimes the BF should not drink. When he does he goes from being plain-old dense to being stupid.
For instance, who declares in front of 2 mutual friends that you (being a 31 year old male) would have totally fucked that 21 year old - but she had a kid (and you do too). And when you're girlfriend overhears you explain, "and because I'm with you." And the 21 year old was a nasty, stoned out f*ck that also obviously did several lines of coke before going to your party. And she's not a Packer fan - an absolute must to be involved with you.
I blame it somewhat on the fact that I've recently found out that I'm bad in bed. Wait ... there's more.
And did I mention that I've been drinking?
His son (8 by the way) also mentioned 3 different girlfriends this weekend. 2 of which had kids his age. All of which he KNOWS his dad f*cked in HIS bed. Yup - an 8 year old's twin bed. I can't even get him to have sex with me in my bed or his on a regular basis. Then again, see above.
4 days until the cruise and I'm wondering what exactly is going to happen to us.
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You are a srtong, independent, beautiful woman. You are not dickmotized. You can get it from anyone. He is lucky that you chose him. Remind him of that...often. Make him feel unworthy. You are Jenna jameson in the bedroom. Don't ever let someone make you doubt yourself.
Have you asked him about these girlfriends??
Is there any way you could bring a friend on the cruise instead?
ditch him. no one should make ANYONE feel that way about themselves (especially not a boyfriend to a girlfriend). Just my opinion.
Whatever you do, you need to deal with this NOW. The last thing you're gonna want to do is be stuck on a cruise with him if you have these issues running through your head. Worst case scenario, you go on the cruise, talk to him there, and break up in the middle and be stuck together. I think it'd be better to not go on the trip at all and take the hit on the money.
You deserve a guy that won't make you doubt yourself or compromise your feelings.
You guys drink too much. Thats the only time your real feelings come out.
Looking back a few posts:
- you're not that "in" to him, referencing all the self-doubt, checking out the old flame's myspace page, etc.
- he's not that "in" to you, given all the blow-by-blow commentary.
Maybe that's okay. Would guess you both have some trust issues. You both seem rather independent, and the closeness of your relationship is scaring both of you. You rant on this blog, he makes stupid "drunk" comments. Neither of you seem to be dealing with any of this head-on, because you're probably not ready for it. Might require more time and/or compromise than either of you are willing to invest. Your big question: is it worth the work/investment?
My big question: whatever happened to the "trip to the porno store"? I don't think we ever got a playback of that outcome, trip-related or otherwise.
love the blog - keep posting!
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