That's all she wrote.

Back to single I guess. The BF broke up with me last night, looked me in the eyes and said he didn't love me - he hasn't. It's the worst thing anyone could say.

While I write not-so-awesome things a lot of the time, I don't focus on the many oh-so-right things. But my actions have consequences and I have to realize that. I tried all I could and got nothing. The heart break is extreme, I even have constant heart burn. But what can you do or say to take away anything? nothing.

I wanted one last hug, one last moment of affection and I just got "I don't love you." I don't think I believe it.

What will we do with our house? The dog? The trip to vegas in September? I can't help the tears anymore. All I can do is try to not let them keep coming.